Realism vs. Optimism

Okay, so I know my post title is a little strange, but some events today have led my thinking to a very strange place.
You ever have a friend that is perpetually in love? Or so they claim. I have this friend, who I LOVE dearly, who has a knack of falling in love the way I fall in lust over a hot pepperoni pizza everytime I see one. And the result of her love, and my lust, usually end in the same way. Lament and upset stomach. Mine however due to the gassyness from my lactose intolerance...but I digress.

"I used to give a fuck, but now I give a fuck less" (Jay-Z, American Gangster-SUCCESS.

I do care about old people, Children and animals. I want to try and not talk for a week unless I have to...ya know? Just sit back and listen to other people's bullshit. Cause..sometimes I get sick of hearing my own.
( Not really)

Things I hate

JEALOUSY
ENVY
SABOTAGE
LIARS

don't judge me..judge yourself..

I hold myself to the standard I hold others...A standard of LOVE baby!

Things I love
Oliver and my doggy Bruno( they love me A lot)
Good friendships
Music
Good food
Design (jewelry,interior,architecture, floral, fashion)
Art
the SPA
the bath tub Jacuzzi
History
my feet rubbed